PraySecret II

On page 177 of a book in my apartment is a secret that I left behind several months to possibly a year ago.

PraySecret

Several years ago, I was in a certain city and stumbled across a church. Inside, there was a book for guests to sign. I signed it with a prayer. I don't know if I will ever know the answer I asked for.

Jesień jest tutaj

Autumn has descended on Warsaw and it is beautiful. The temperatures, like the leaves on the trees, are falling and the nights have become somewhere between mildly cold and cool.

Something about the atmosphere of Warsaw tells me that this autumn, winter, and coming year will be good. The Varsovian atmosphere is like a fine wine in which you taste a variety of wonderful flavors like apple, plum, honey, and vanilla. The wonderful flavors of Warsaw are love, the unexpected, and great memories with great friends.

I know the this will be a great autumn, winter, and new year.

I'm feeling much better about life in general and I've been thinking about how to improve the quality of my life and I've decided on the following.

• I want a quality relationship with a beautiful woman that loves me. I want her to be honest, intelligent, funny, sociable, and driven. I would like for her to show her loving emotions to me and I would like to do the same to her.
  
• I want an interesting, challenging, fun job. I want to be the most successful person in that position and become the most essential employee for that company.
  
• I want to show my gratitude that for all of the quality people in my life and help them to enjoy their lives even more.
• I want to be happy and helpful to people. I would like to start volunteering with the Habitat for Humanity of Warsaw and help build houses for families. I would like to ease the suffering of people.
• I want to finish writing my novel.
• I want to learn to play an instrument (preferably the piano or violin).
• I want to become more culturally aware and attend a ballet performance in Warsaw. It would be even better if I could go to the ballet on a date.
  
• I want to have a very close relationship with G-d, again.

Miłosc To Jest Płuszowy Miś

I celebrated my birthday by throwing a party and going to the club. It was a pretty good party for such short notice and under the circumstances.

It's funny how my plans changed literally with one text message and the worst news I've received to date. My original plan was to spend my birthday with someone special by taking her to the restaurant with me, coming back to my apartment and watching Slumdog Millionaire, and having a nice little dinner before walking her back home and going to sleep.

That was my idea of a perfect birthday, but, things change and it turns out love is only about plush teddy bears and flowers.